"Love is a feeling you feel when you feel that you're going to have a feeling which you never felt before". A funny definition of love which I stumbled upon a book before years ago. We all have our definitions of love and sometimes these definitions reflect our experiences on that very word. Hell I know I'm talking about romantic love of course. I am constantly in this search for that one true love and I know that you yourselves are guilty of this too. Someone to cuddle up at night when you have those really down moments in your life , someone who'd listen to your most freaking non-sense drama, someone who'd come running when you need 'em. All these longings are  associated with having that one true love though it may sound so superficial and just above the surface. We all need that someone who will CARE and this has been my journey complete with all the laughs , tears and suicidal attempts ? not necessarily .. As I look into the past and the people I'v been with , I realize that all of them became a vital part of who I am now...